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2008-10-19T14:08:00.000+08:00

We have all been to those meetings where someone wants over 100%.

Here is how to achieve 103%.

Here is a little maths that might prove helpful in the future!....
IfA B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

equals1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26then

H A R D W O R K8 1 18 4 23 15 18 11 = only 98%

K N O W L E D G E11 14 15 23 12 5 4 7 5 = only 96%

A T T I T U D E1 20 20 9 20 21 4 5 = 100%

But,

B U L L S H I T2 21 12 12 19 8 9 20 = 103%

cold.

2008-10-18T14:07:00.000+08:00

rainy day =.=

lolx didnt post anything ytd cos...nth to say ma...
my life's mundane,crap, yearning for excitement =)

lets hope some things happen soon XD

been doing nth much, jus....
fooling around listening to jay's new album, which is nt as nice as previous ones..
plus hor, the cd they gave me was re-used from a previous album =.=
wth, even the album art and song names nvr change....zzz...
but oh well, s'long as the songs all thr can liaoz hahas...the poker cards were unexpected though..
+sms-ing+playing+watching vids...yea u get the idea...

(bcoming 宅男 soon...lmao....)

oh yea btw, today's me mum's bdae =)
prob gonna go out celebrate l8er?

whose to say this is whr we'll end?

end of story =)

2008-10-17T22:18:00.002+08:00

eh eng. top in class worx, zai bo =)
must thank my essay can,my "rape" story so touching and heartbreaking lmao....

but physics, rofl, use 2 words can describe liao:gone case XD
muahaha well at least suangss liao lor, all scripts get back le whew...
cept. lit. duno wats going on lol..

hahas i wonder whose going for tmr's chi. intensive ? =/
well, u sure as hell wont see me thr lols.
cos tt blind bat cant "see" 7 ppl waiting outside for her =,=

oh, O level starting nxt wk le worx, gd luck to them hahas,
eh but cool everyday dismissal at 12.50 XD
jus hope wed bo trng larz, mus spare a thought for them ma =) (and its nt cos i dun wan go trng can....lol!)

o.0 today trng finish tio sore throat frm shouting...sighs...thn sch gt curfew worx, clear sch by 7..
who ask tt psyco go massacre our koi's =.=
but tt toot go catch tadpole at the fountain outside to feed his fighting fish, wtf -.-
lolx, i'm darn sure tt fish is gonna die lorh...hahas

kaoz, my schedule packed lik sai, so many things to chiong, so little time.
but anyways, now still time to slack =)

btw kaoz phone bill came, exploded double the amt sia...
thn mum see liao bo reaction >.<
dam kia can, i rather tio scolded lorh .....

sometimes...this freedom's unsettling.

2008-10-16T17:08:00.002+08:00

aw crap, today worst results day ever lolx....
surprisingly chi. gt a2 worr...lolx...paper 2 saved me can...kia leh...

but the i dam paranoid bout de is e 2 maths can...
e maths quite okay larss..hope can get a in overall? crap careless >.<
a maths...omg..no nid say liaoz...lolx..

oh well, zao-ed from audi darn early hahas, cos so dam boring =.=
entire day sit my arse off thr stoning, with some people thr scrolling through e ans at some bloody speed which is darn impossible to copy down can...lols

oh ya, chi. lesson =.=
back the tt teacher, back to e darn boring lesson....
lolx, kenna caught day-dreaming while staring into space outside e window =P
cant blame me rite, i rather stone thn listen lorhhh....

kaoz, gt cca tmr, nth to post le lah...
jus hope e jay album comes soon >.< delay lik siao sia...

so yea, bye again XD
tmr's physics,my orbituary prepared alrdy hahas.

sometimes,i tink i care too much.

fall-ed

2008-10-15T22:19:00.003+08:00

lolx, results!!!
dam gg can...
first thing, my humans come out i lol liao, got 74 nia =.= worst result in entire yr....nvr went below 88 b4 sia...
hall of fame second last/last page leh, wat a disgrace, considering i mid yr was lik wat, top 3?
-.- lolx but anyways dun realli care larz
fall of the century lmao =) eh proves tt i'm nt a mugger though hahas.

maybe its karma =)
got too high last three term, so last term screw...eh but dam suay can...wan screw also dun screw my e-o-y mah =.= most impt exam seh, how ironic...

whew eng , A2 worh, maybe can scrap A1? O.0 lets continue day-dreaming.
thn chem, average nia, gt a b.
ss worst, lmao,forgot whether its a1 or 2 le, but crap, add in lit i gd luck liao =.= lol, corss-reference wrong again!?!?!? it gt grudge against me or smth, screwed up e sbq class test now this one also lmao, lks lik i failed in "linking" things lmao, head bo logic sia XD

oh well. today exam script DARN BORING LARZZZ...
wish i could hav "zao" ...lol...sit until can rot sia, dozed off a few times, thn wake up to teachers screaming, which is lik dam common nowadays...stupid chi. intensive lar...
thn now everyone so hiong, sec 4 here sec 4 thr, i'm still sec 3 leh dammnit

but realised i suddenly didnt care. i lk at hall of fame i went lik "wow, cool". lol
cham, i'm losing interest in studies, smone pressurise me leh lol, if nt nxt yr i still in dreamland XD

tmr my death day liaoz, double maths, smone get me a coffin -.-
I'm so gonna die sia....

oh well, i jus wanna go listen to music XD
so yea, gonna hit the bed soon,thn plug-in =)
so yea, pig logging off :P

hahas

2008-10-14T18:31:00.004+08:00

SECOND POST!!! XD

updated songs lik siao hahas...

but anyways:

lols the chi. worksheet which they asked us do =)
told ya e lessons darn boringggs liaoz...

i cant doodle for nuts lolx, jus wanna see the ws mutilated muahaha XD

01. 成熟

02. 世界麻煩借過一下

03. 黑

04. 三角行

05. 捨不得

06. 汗

07. 路

08. 無形的翅膀

09. Breathe

hahas, jus dled their album =) cool, waited darn long liaoz can!?!?!?
plus dled some jj songs hahas....
hopefully my tt jay limited edition album can be redeemed frm laser flair soon...
hey i bought LEGAL DE okays XD
see i so law-abiding lmao...=.=

plain-ly

2008-10-14T17:13:00.006+08:00

strangled silence

hahas lk at this bk i jus borrowed frm e library =)

Have u eva seen a bk which is black ENTIRELY!?!?!?

lolx, tts why i took this bk sia, cos it lks freaking cool rofl....

didnt realise bishan library also gt this kind of weird books hahas, must go more often sia =P

oh well....back to today,

chi. intensive: crap.

well, at least bter thn some other days larz, no nid see L** W***,she rather go her sec 2 class...

eh its dam gd can..i rather she nvr come again lolx...(do i sound dam bad?...hahas >.< )

but still darn boring...everyday go back jus chiong chi. all the way, can die frm sianzness leh =.=

but after tt was...

sex ED =)

at least bo cauliflower or blended baby parts lols...

this time doing psycology de worx...on wat "brain sex"(sounds wrong lmao)

well, anyways alot rumours flying around, lik wat, our whole level physics average is lik around 50? lmao,which means almost everyone either pass barely or fail...tink i belong to the second =.=

for eng our class average was lik 65 or something?

thn still gt maths we same ranking as chi. sia =.= dam low...kaoz lar....

but dun realli care liao, exam 都过了...jus gonna wait for the shit to come...

dunno who go set the papers so hard one sia... =.=

oh well. after sch went store slack around...wanted play psp de BUT* some ppl dam automatic de lorh, realised tt i spend alot time lending ppl my psp thn actually PLAYING IT lolx....

cant help it, i'm too nice liao =P (jus kidding.....)

thn after tt went with some ppl to j8 eat lunch at KFC..eat till sick of it liaoz lols.....

but anyways tnks JS for lending me his popular card lol....

oh ya,went and buy new earpiece =.= biang, its lik my number 8-10 earpiece liao sia...

sony quality dam....nth to say lol. but dunno why i still kp buying >.<>

thn went to library and borrowed tt darn cool bk!! =)

gosh...its script checking tmr le, the hell's gonna break loose.....

oh well, hope for the best eh?...

...in the end, wats coming?

ballz XD

2008-10-13T17:08:00.007+08:00

HAHAS, today chi. lesson was cool =)
siao liao, we 2nd last in ranking =.= blame the "L** W**g"
lolx, in the end hai dao we tio personal tutoring by HOD, eh but she rox at teaching sia, dam zai...
she teach one period equals to tt &*%&^$& teach 1 entire yr sia lmao...

otherwise the rest of sch darn boring lar, spa lecture nearly slept, thn kenna backstabbed lols....
but SQ lecture nt bad sia...hahaas....

okay heres the cool bit =P :

after sch go np store i rotting liao can, slept while sms-ing =.= too bored..lols
thn suddenly 1 guy came in giv us 50bucks...i was lik WTH??!!?!
turned out he lost our ball thn pay us de...lmao
okay so yea i was dam on can, rush everyone outta store =)
met benedict outside, thn we all go j8 buy ball XD

hahas =)

so went j8 with benedict,RJ,SH,gerald,xavier, walk walk see see thn go into addidas e shop:

addidas rox can...their designs dam cool sia =)
so yea we gt the ball in the end hahas, with lik....half the amount left for future "use" =)

(lks abit the ugly here >.< but u see dam sui lar hahas =)
anyways tt logo most impt lmao...)

o.0 RJ was saying he hungry frm e start,thn i kp saying l8er l8er lar, but in the end no one wanna eat so he bo bian nvr eat, lols, ps lorh =/

thn SH kp "reminding" me tt i jacked him las fri >.<>

actually also wanted buy pump de sia, but tt freaking umbro air pump cost lik $16.90!?!?!? freaking small thing so ex sia....daylight robbery =.=

hahas, shit realised tt i so want a addidassssss sneakerrrrrr!!!!

plus i hope can get the lastest ipod nano by nxt yr XD

HOPEFULLY? =/

oh well, back to sch tmr for intensive chi. again >.<

ADDIDAS =] lolx,if i rich enough i'll get myself an entire wardrobe of addidas sia..... =/

OH well, tts all for the borrring mundane life of mine today ....

bye~

if i had asked,would things go our way?....

cool =)

2008-10-12T12:25:00.003+08:00

40 Things to do if ur bored in class XD

Warning: Do not do all of them in one class.

1. Try to develop psychic powers, then use 'em.
2. Inflate a beachball and throw it around the room.
3. Sing Show Tunes.
4. Make loud animal noises then deny doing it.
5. Think of new pick lines. See if they work.
6. Pretend you're flying a jet fighter in the Gulf War.
7. Churn some butter.
8. Conceive a brand new language.
9. Walls made of brick. Count 'em.
10. Plot revenge against someone.
11. Think of nicknames for everyone you know.
12. See how long you can hold your breath.
13. Take your pants off and give them to the professor.
14. Chew on your arm until someone notices.
15. Change seats every three minutes.
16. Think of ways to cheat at Trivial Pursuit.
17. Shave.
18. Run across the room, tag someone and say "You're it.".
19. Announce to the class that you are God and that you're angry.
20. Think of five new ways to use your shoes.
21. Start a wave.
22. Walk around the room begging for spare change.
23. Roast marshmellows.
24. Practice phrasing your answers in the form of a question.
25. Crawl around the room humming the music from Mission Impossible.
26. Take apart your desk.
27. Pretend to communicate with your home planet.
28. Play rock-paper-scissors with yourself. Accuse your left hand of cheating.
29. Do a quick tapdance routine.
30. Try bird-watching.
31. Walk up the aisle yelling, "Popcorn! Hot popcorn here!".
32. Throw your backpack at someone.
33. Run to the window, then say, "Sorry, I thought I saw the Bat-signal".
34. Ask the person in front of you to marry you.
35. Start laughing really hard and say, "Oh, now I get it.".
36. Make a sundial.
37. Give yourself a new identity.
38. Write a screenplay about a diabetic Swedish girl who can't swim.
39. Dig an escape tunnel.
40. Announce your candidacy for President.

hahas, taken from http://www.laughnet.net/college.htm =)

2008-10-11T22:03:00.003+08:00

O.A.R-Shattered(the songs tts playing XD)

(chorus)
How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Give me a break let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered
I always turn the car around

TMD!!!!
today had to wake up so early go sch thn in the end the old hag nt on time =.=
so lolx, we waited bout 45 mins thn go market eat breakfast...
out of everyone thr onli 1 person dont hav psp lmao,so u can guess wat we were doing lols...
but sienz i nvr play liao sia, my psp no diff. from a brick XD

thn and. come meet us at market,thn he said tt the old hag called him, thn we went lik rofl =)
eat liao thn we go back sch play soccer, guess wat we saw:
yuan walking out of sch, LOLZ...

so we jus heck care =)
play-ed at the pri. sch plaza, thn smhow miraculously..
ben managed ti hack into the pri. side pe. store lmao....

so we gt access to lik, unlimited equipments lols....took out 6 rackets thn we started playing badminton lolz....
but in the end gt return larz, see we so nice XD

still wondering how he knew the 8 digit code =.= lols...

and i swear man, i'm nt going back for another of HER REMEDIALS >.<
bloody &%*&%*(&%&*(%&%^%, give her face turn up she nvr appear....

aw, crap.

2008-10-10T19:13:00.003+08:00

U noe wat rotting feels lik!?!?!?

its lik time's flowing past, thn ur sitting thr.
half an hour later, ur still sitting thr.
thn at the end of the day,u go lik crap, i'm bored.
thn u realised u took how darn long to realise ur being bo liao.
rofl.

okay so yea I'M TOTALLY DYING FROM BOREDOM!

for 1, the freaking intensive chi. remedials...everyday u go thr they jus talk talk talk and
u realised ur holiday mood kenna reduced to emo-ness.
especially whn u gotta write an essay and u realised whr the heck's my electronic dictionary!?!?
so yea, ppl lik me will jus bullshit their way through,lolx...

2: i realised my exam essay e bao zhang bao dao wrote wrong =.=
kan fa lei i write xian siang lei, thn the teacher thr saying actually o'level mark no diff.
so i was lik =.= sch fail me u try telling them lor...cos "xiao fang gui ding", sounds familiar?...

3: its only 1 day,cool? intensive chi. prob going on everyday, lik tmr, which is a freaking sat, but which i still hav to go back write essay >.<
thn nxt wk onwards the cycle goes on and on and on.

4: so i ask myself, can u expect me nt to hate chi.? dam, and tts whn the swear words come out ^&&$*&%$^$C &*(%$^ $(&

5:first-aid course. at first happy happy alot ppl lets go together =) thn kaboom, bcome wat, less thn half =.= oh well...

6:theres 2 more wks till hols, and here i am already decomposing plus sienzzzz, hols gt 2 months sia!!!
okay ignore the fact i gt intensive chi. everyday
ignore the fact cca prob's gonna eat up half of the hols.
and lets forget bout the chem and phy and watsoever intensive lessons in preparation for sec 4.
so yea for the remaining darn freaking pathetic semi-quater? of hols...
wt i gonna do?!?! lolx, go out till sienz, i can lik, memorise the layout of shopping malls liao...
watch movie? eat nacho till can puke lol...

but oh well, prob gonna ask ppl go out soon =)
cos i seriously hate gtting stuck in house or watever place.
and oh yea, the most dreaded word of the day:
ROTTING

hahas =) say cheers to end of exams, hi to freedom and unstoppable playing madness...
seems to have outgrown games though, hmm, i'm gtting matured? =)

cyas! well, cos i'm bored, tts why i updated...so...continue wishing i'll get bored XD

BYYESS!

Re-borned

2008-10-08T21:44:00.002+08:00

=) OH YEA AHAHAHA EXAMS OVER LIAOZ!!!

ahhh waited for this day since last yr end of year hols liao k?!?! hahaas...
so yea, here come the SIAO season =)

first thing i did after sch, went and pre-order jay's new album!
eh but kaoz 27.90 for limited edition metal box set =.= the normal packaging sold out..tmd waste 10 bucks sia.. smore i dled half the album liaoz lol...okay i noe i'm bo liao =.=

eh but cool,benedict went and buy tt dual sided earpiece, 1 side in ear 1 side normal sia, can alternate lol, lik 2 headed, COOL! XD

but oh well back to last few days.....
put into simple words: allsubjects=screwed...ahaha...jus get above average i happy liaoz =]
oh shit, gonna get hell whn phone bill comes back...=.=
eh tmd, i wanted tt unlimited sms de rite...see lar,stupid mio, bo students benefit...
broke record though =) sent 200 sms on 1 particular day!!!blame the F1 hahas...

oh well now i lik alot time on mu hands hahas....
jus bought another set of 1 month contacts...nvr wear so long liao scared nt used again -.-
las time first time wear lik tio "sea-sick" lik tt kind of feeling can...lol..distorted muahaha...

shit i wanna dye my hair!!!! i swear i'll try during the hols =) thn l8er get screwed by sch or cca lol... =.= wheres my human rights sia....zzz...

oh well, alot things to catch up can...first thing: FIND SONGS!!!
update update update hahahs...

shit, tmr nid wake up darn early go TTS hopt. help grandpa buy med =.= darn, i feel lik a maid can....
thn my precious slp gone liao...zzzzz....
but who cares, wat i hav now is time XD

furthurmore hor..."some" ppl still gt paper tmr wor... =) no intention to suan hor, JY! hahaas

okay now alotta ppl asking me to play lik siao with them =.= lolx, gonna do tt soon..lik...tmr? MUAHAHA

oh well too busy now, alot things to catch up!
cyas!

update again soon ahahas! =)

cheers =)

2008-09-26T18:10:00.003+08:00

aw kaoz, EXAMS!!!

nightmare sia, exams on mon...gonna last 2 wks uh...

furthurmore nxt wk onwards my 1 wk of freedom end liaoz...haiz...nid go back being a prefect.
no more ankle socks, no more psp-ing in class, no more normal sch badge, no more ventilation around collar(tie =.=), no more rushing to canteen to beat the crowd, no more going assembly laugh and talk till siao, no more freedom to throw vulgarities anywhere,no more fooling around with sch rules, no more sleeping at afternoon assemblys, no more going ki siao in class, no more watching ppl eat in class and asking: why nvr smuggle out for me?!?!? lawls.... no more ETC ETC. ^&%*$^$&%&

oh well, still wondering if i should go back. service to sch equals to loss in freedom=emo =)
hahas, gonna miss this 1 wk of freedom.

always been a person who fools around, but the tie,lik lease sia,makes me feel lik a dog >.<

been wearing a tie since sec 1 whn i entered cat high sec. perhaps its time i took it off?

MUAHAHA who noes, lets see if i'll appear for PB meeting on mon?sienz, if dun go back the zzung dar gonna go pms and treat me as though i invisible =.= eh,lik wat,even if i quit so?
after all, "no one is irreplaceable" eh? sounds familiar ppl? wdv,i dun actually wish to care lorh.

last problem, CANT GET DOWN TO MUGGING. cham, exam on mon & i darn lik, NT PREPARED AT ALL? whee =) siao liao lar, prob gonna scrap through this exam again with lik a sch ranking of 100++...

WDV, my sight lies beyond exams...into the goddarn suangs dunno how darn long hols...

CHI. intensive everyday? PON. MUAHAHA
o levels chi. on 3rd nov. aiya, fool around till suangs thn decide lor. =)

okay so ppl:

THIS BLOG'S PROB GONNA BE DEAD TILL END OF EXAMS SO YEA,HOPE U'll MISS ME EH? XD

btw, i'm starting to love the song by
taylor swift-love story

moodd-less

2008-09-23T16:11:00.002+08:00

Lesson no.1:

letting go.

sry...jus...no mood to blog liaoz.it no longer matters.
theres a growing fear,
but i cnt say what it is...

numb.

2008-09-20T22:49:00.003+08:00

busy day today uh,
was doing marshalling duties at expo whole day lolx =)
quite fun uh, chatted alot, nt to mention gerald's new "invention" =P

oh well. kinda painful too. wear full u. whole day,lik rubbing salt to wound eh? ouch.
been drifting in and out of emo mode. jus cnt believe it. jus cnt accept the truth.
confidence slipping off. nt even sure if i hav the "right" to talk anymore.
gt a responsbility to fulfill, i cnt break down,cnt fall, nt now.
lik a shadow i fell behind the rest,erased all the past achievements i worked so darn hard for.

oal,bk,syfoc,nt to mention all those trainings. their significance seems to have gone.

but oh well, tnks to those whose been encouraging me and talking to me since this nightmare began.
thanks to u all, for being there, for me...
jus wanna let u all noe tt i truely appreciate all tis, realli helped distract me hahas...
getting emotional uh? hahas.
well anyways to all those ppl, u'll all be my best frens, forever =P

and to those whose nursing the same pain as i am now,
sorry for nt being thr for ur too.
its jus tt,its as though i failed in my job,to many others,& myself too.
its nt fair to say i took the worse hit. perhaps onli time,can bring me out of tis shadow...

wats done been done. nid to buck up uh?

nxt target, tt red colour drill badge!
hahas, gotta prove i hav wat it takes, though my campcraft seems to have dragged me straight to the bottom >.<

exhausted, nt to mention my confidence's totally depleted.
however, i'm nt giving up.
fight on,
tts wat i'm gonna do.

the pain kps flowing.

left, with onli the broken pieces.
& tts wat i'm gonna hav to make do with.

what goes around, comes around.

2008-09-19T22:09:00.003+08:00

thought it wont happen again, yet it did.
first marksman, now rank.

sec 2 classification shoot top 3 scorer. so what?
sec 3 class. shoot. bullshit.

friday 19th september mastur parade.
gt my second class drill badge. relieved? sure. happy? no.

first batch LCP/corporal/sergeant.
3rd class/2nd class drill badge.
sec 1 squad leader-drill instructor.
staff sergeant?
gone.

wat a joke, isnt it?
disgraceful? go ahead and mock.

3yrs of effort,
gone down the drain.
amazing finishing eh?

jus tt little bit. 69.17 / 70%
jus tt bit,
all it took,
to crumble everything.

jus got to face the fact.
i'm a born loser.
fate's playing with me, or i'm jus a failure?

so close,yet unreacheable.
so near, yet so far.

it hurts.it really does.
its so painful i'm afraid i'll snap.
watching it all fade away, break apart.
emptiness, its the only thing tts left.

jus wanna say:
sorry.to those out there.i realli am.

perhaps,right frm the start
i wasn't good enugh.
and perhaps,i'll never be...

to pretend tis all didnt happen,i'll be a coward.
to stare it in the face,the pain's too piercing to bear.

wat to do, i dont noe.
how to deal, teach me,
TEACH ME HOW!?!?!?!??

picking the broken pieces, mending the shattered confidence.
i'm jus dumb and
i suck.

the tears kp flowing.
the pain kps returning.
i'm lost.

smone, show me the way out...

2008-09-18T17:18:00.001+08:00

Taylor Swift-Love Story

diaoz =X

2008-09-15T17:12:00.004+08:00

Back to sch! =.=

lolx too bored to post ytd but gt dam traumatized las nite hahas...

well, mum's been concocting those weird weird tonics and forcing them into me, cos been feeling weird-ish nowadays, nt to mention those irritating rashes..zzz...

so yea thn las nite was dam curious wat i'm being fed so i went and dig dig around the drenches lking at the ingredients.

heres wat i found:

lolx tts whn i went siao liao =)
A SEAHORSE!!! ZOMG %%*&$&*%*&%&*(%^*^%^%(%^%^(*&#%*#(

nitemare sia, thn gt dam guilty lolx, cos the seahorse lk dam cute and innocent lmao :]

but oh well, its nt everyday i get to see a seahorse, so erm, uh um, went and uh, play around with it :P
wat remained of the poor thing, hahas, go imagine XD too gory liaoz... ^^

okay back to sch today =X
History slack period woots, cos thian nvr come hahas.
chem ma, the test so so ba, prob gonna do average? -.-

oh ya was chatting with swee.y during recess, thn he was saying: o.0 eh u gt mugger symptoms liaoz...
thn i was like har?!?!? =.= haii, mus b e stupid fye uh, making me so dam gan jiong, though haven started studying yet =/
but oh well i'm stressing too much? mus relax hahas, gonna breeze thru it, i hope =)

chi. today was waste of time sia, AGAIN....spent lesson copying a ws, lolx darn sienz...
but atmosphere dam interesting uh, kp gl her lols...

hahas, nth much liaoz, sch's boring, aint it? =/
off to watch 篮球火 liaoz :p
BYE PPL!!!

David Archuleta - Crush.mp3 -

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush'

Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Bored, & alone.

2008-09-13T19:33:00.004+08:00

this cycle.boring , mundane, routine.
study/play/sleep. is this life?or fate?...
tired,but lik a puppet,the cycle mus go on, & i cnt fall behind...

chi. remedials again?spent the lesson spinning pen, cos the meaning's lost.
essay? sure, took well over time limit to dwell on it.
and yea sure my "fren", nice suggestion to yuan uh, now i have to re-copy it. which seems to mean the 3 hr spent in class was for nuts...

got home, slacked till 4.45, thn went for a long jog in the park till 6.30...
hey, at least it was an outlet to relieve myself :P
the feeling of physical exhaustion, seems like pure bliss compared to all this.

so yea its nite again, another day gone, another 12 hrs flowed by, exams getting nearer and nearer.

talk about life, is it mine?
i jus dont noe...

waiting...but wats at the end of all this?

2008-09-12T21:34:00.002+08:00

Jason Mraz-Absolutely zero

Absolutely Zero - Jason Mraz

Gavin Degraw-Belief

Belief - Gavin DeGraw

Gavin Rossdale-Love remains the same

un-changing...

2008-09-12T21:10:00.002+08:00

okay crap. theres intensive chi. tmr =.=
wats the damn point, i'm jus gonna spend the 2 hrs either trying to stop myself frm falling asleep or trying to lk lik i'm listening lols...

bored=cnt listen=dun bother :P

hahas, well anyways tnks keirea uh hahas, didnt expect him to realli bring :P
bet he didnt realised he hlped me stay awake so yea TNKS!! XD

life's flowing away, i'll soon bcome a zombie ^^ the sienz expression lik stuck on my face in sch liaoz lols...

pencil case kp getting victimized by 某某人...wonder how long it'll survive all these trauma uh?=X

so yea, prob gonna put on my earpiece for the entire 2 hrs tmr :/ at least tts time spent more worthwhile...

this cycle, whn...does the end come?

hope.

2008-09-11T16:08:00.002+08:00

PASS HAIR CHECK WOOTS :P

well, tnks to ak XD had to force down collar b4hand though, hahas...
haiz, another boring typical day >.<
lessons so boring i'm nt even focusing at all...

well disaster of the day: ss sbq. =.=
grades dropped lik a rock, as expected >.<
but well no worries, i'm gonna get back on form for eoys hahas...

today do filing file until siao diao, ws fly everywhere, things all over the place >.<

whoa tmr's gonna b hectic, chem test maths test all tt, still mus stay back after sch for maths =.=
whrs my life? studies taking up all my time >.<

well, off i go thn, catch a nap thn at nite gonna havta open tt chem txtbk after...dunno how long lolx, with my memory i doubt i rmb anything :P

geez, i'm getting old :P

siao liao :P

2008-09-10T19:00:00.003+08:00

yet another day, kaoz early morning kenna traumatized by the assembly programme.
they nvr spare a thought for our ears de sia >.< the mike on so loud, thn their voice so piercing, kaoz, worse thn listening to death metal sia, which i hate too btw =X

well anyways whoa wolverine(W.J) duet with tt mentally unbalanced de woman...lols hearing his tt super cool voice again, thn she come with her soprano, biang, nerve-wrecking experience >.<

well, at least 1 good thing happen, no nid see yuan XD i still paranoid after her last time gimme tt "interesting lecture" lolx. nxt time if pon chi. u confirm wont see me outside staff rm EVER AGAIN :P

nth much today, another boring day >.< but woots, physics spa was a breeze, finished with 20 mins to spare :P
thn i extra go write one page of precautions, thn she say she will help me cross out everything =.= nvr appreciate my effort...

training ma, kaoz, my enthusiasm's running down. gosh >.< gtting dam sienz, realised i still dun understand wat i actually wan after all...

hahas, went home early thn bo liao, so...
find songs again !!! :P

English:

T.I feat Rihanna-live your life
charlotte sometimes-how could i just kill a man
fall out boy-i don't care

Chinese:

不甘示弱-张栋梁
我们就到这-梁静茹
别说-李玖哲
国境之南-范逸臣

oh well, gtg soon, alot things nid do =.=
time lik dam nt enugh sia....sienz...

so well...BYE :P

if things could change, i'll rather abandon all this...

music :P

2008-09-09T19:12:00.002+08:00

bored again, so went for random music search hahas...
randomly dled a few songs:

English:

paramore-thats what you get
pink- so what
katy perry-Hot N Cold
Backstreet boys-evergreen
Natasha beddingfield-angel
Jazmine Sullivan(ft. missy elliot) - I Need U Bad
T.I-whatever you like

Chinese:

画心-张靓颖
月光-周杰伦杨瑞代

snores

2008-09-09T17:49:00.003+08:00

2nd day & its still as rushed....
alot things nid do sia >.<

anyways hahas,turned out full u. wasnt required for the k9 visit, though i took darn long to prepare it liaoz...(whose complaining? XD)
turned out i also no nid go =) guess the dogs wont get a chance to see me uh? hahas jus kidding..
so yea, went and slack in store till 5 plus while waiting for them to come back,in the end kenna pang seh-ed by ryan =.=
which reminds me, smone's circulating my pics in class =.= copyrighted content sia, nt to mention they were taken without my permission lols...

haiiz, gt a feeling i'm lagging behind in sch....
cnt seem to avoid screw-ups, watch my ss sbq grades fall frm the sky..jus hopes it doesnt come tt early.
today jus handed up a half-completed english essay, lolx, first time doing smth lik tt,gt a 被卦在高空中de feeling, ready to fall anytime.....
mentally strained, jus hoping i wont snap.
patience running thin.irritated by alot of things sia....

o.0 i swore i wont go emo again, jus wishing things could come easier than it is.
so yea lets hope for tt rainbow after the rain =P
i'm nt letting up, gonna pia whn its time to do so again. fye, sounds dam frightening hahas.
hate studying, but oh well, do i even get a choice?
jus hoping for this all to end. whn the holiday comes again i'm gonna slp till i suangs :P
so yea,

等待晴天到来的那一刻 =D

hope, embrace me again.

Crapp....

2008-09-08T17:47:00.002+08:00

Kaoz, first da back and i'm rushed lik hell......
dam lot thing nid do larz..zzz...still nid prepare full u =.=

well anyways lols today gt to hear the wang jian's cool voice again lmao, though i was slping half the time >.<
thn after sch whole class pon yuan remedial LOL...suay suay i tio caught while waiting outside staff rm...dam dum eh? >.< hav to endure her chanting for lik 10 mins thn okay bye zao fast :P

shit ..no time...nid rush...tts all XD

BYE!

wats happiness? i'm still lking for it...

^$%&$&%$%$&

2008-09-07T15:21:00.002+08:00

Going for k9 dog unit visit in FULL U. on tues !!!
i mean, wear full uniform go see dogs?!?!!? and parade's prob on fri leh...
kaoz, biang ,sienz,wa lao, ahhhhh nid prepare twice liao lar >.<
nt tt i hate dogs but oh well didnt enjoy the smell whn went thr in sec 1...gt cow smell or smth :P

okay sheesh, my first wk schedule lik cram to the core liaoz....
spent the entire day "trying" to chiong finish maths...darn stuck and died...
darn, tmr & its back to the sch cca home routine...sick and bored, smone grant me a new life uh? XD

oh well....prob going back home onli at round 6+ for the entire of nxt wk...sighs...wonder if gt time post anymore...

sch=emo so yea lets see what's gonna happen on mon...bet its back to staring into space at e last 3 periods...*sighs*

jus realised whn i told the guy who cut my hair to: not cut so short, he took it literally cos it lks kinda the same :P

okay this is prob the last day i'm gonna be so carefree and so...sociable =)
cya all!!! if gt time post again at nite with the er, disaster with holiday hw....theres more blank spaces thn ans :P

2008-09-07T00:03:00.000+08:00

jus got this sexy song lolx,dam hot =)
Let It Rock - Kevin Rudolf
stupid imeem...gt tt darn restriction...

die-ed

2008-09-06T15:43:00.000+08:00

Chionging lik siao >.< hw so much, so little time... stupid maths, stuck sia...if i could do a sec 4 paper i wouldnt be in sec 3 eh...but dunno how do makes me feel dam dum :P lol so yea, stuck at home... went and do wat i luv doing, downloading new songs! XD cant bother uploading the song file...so if ur wan any jus ask me lor...
Various artists-Just stand up
Just Stand Up - Various Artists

talk about all-stars lol, its sang by Mariah Carey, Beyonce, Mary J. Blige, Rihanna, Fergie, Sheryl Crow, Miley Cyrus, Melissa Etheridge, Ashanti, Natasha Bedingfield, plus alot others larz.. well anyways this song's for their "all stand up to cancer" charity...
oh, theres still plain white T's new album Big Bad World,gonna be released at sept 23.

Plain White T's: Natural disaster

frankly i find the lead singer lk dam retarded =X

oh yar, theres still:

Demi lovato-get back

single for her album "Don't Forget", which also release at sept 23. ps. imeem only gt live ver...slow sia :P and the vid....dunno why she cant stop vibrating while she singing....lik in camp rock liktat...hope she falls off the stage someday...

still gt alot more songs larz, but chinese tt side lik abit stagnant....

back to me =] cut my hair in afternoon, tio the same guy as the last 2 times sia, dunno gd or bad...but oh well, back to maths le ba i guess...
hell, they put the ans sheet thr but still cant get the damn ans...crapp...

tts all for today ba?hope can go out l8er...tmr las day le sobs, prob gonna emo cos mus go back sch for triple chi. on mon...kaoz...waste of time totally..ahh..but bo bian, l8er someone come anyhow outburst at us again :P
so cyas!

a new beginning? or an awaken past....

Indifference.

2008-09-05T21:26:00.000+08:00

went back sch early morning for release of F.Y.E chinese paper...
well anyways lucky gt a b3 =) drop by 14 marks sia...but still quite okay ba, going by how "WT*" paper 2 was >.<
checking script was cool lmao, halfway suddenly HOD pms, tour around audi shout till zao sia...cant blame her, she's prone to violent outburst =.=
well, theres still the finale:wang jian aka. wolverine XD cool voice;cool presentation lol,first time i heard a single word repeated so many times at 1 go XD and first time comprehension check in under 5 mins rofl...
according to him:我们有空再讲...lol
after tt went to play badminton+eat dinner with CI joeseph,desmond+jacky sir and whitley de ppl till 7+...
realised i bcome rusty liao sia, too long nvr touch le ba,even the rackets fading >.<
dunno how many ppl de hand bcome blue :P
well, beats rotting at home anyway XD
darn bored,at least gt smth to do =)
hols ending sobbs, homework pile nt getting any smaller by the looks of it =X mus chiong liaoz..stupid maths,stuck everywhere sia..die...i'm gtting dumber by the min.
hair dam long...nid cut again sobbs...prob get it done tmr uh? well, tts all for today,tmr gonna rot again...or i hope not? :P

sometimes, i jus wish for smthing to change.

Boredom sucks =.=

2008-09-04T19:01:00.000+08:00

3 things i bought jus now XD

went library return bks...thn the stupid machine put the words:
u got outstanding fines of $5.45 big big...
kaoz, nt my prob rite,who ask the bk dunno fly to whr thn i forget =.=

okay well anyways lets start with what i bought :P

1: Billabong pencil case!
well, was walking past 77th street ma, thn saw the pencil case, thn thought of my poor old bum jeans pencil case...dam pathetic state, cos everyday tio assaulted by hanwen =.= so sui bian lor,went and bought it XD (Teo Hanwen u dare touch it i'll put ur face in the obituary)

2: Kiwi
realised that fairprice still sell the best quality de, open and see lik glowing lik tt, watery effect :P cool, boots gonna shine till godlike again =)....stupid rifle during syf..scratch scratch scratch...actually is i kok eye kp scraping it across lmao >.<

3: Gatsby Wax =)

actually dun use much of such things on my hair de larh, prefer natural :P
but anyways nvr use b4 so try try lor...
played with it jus now, make my hair lk lik astro boy lolx reminds me of someone(grins*)

okay so yea 30+ bucks gone....

oh ya b4 i forget, lolx, went to toilet to check if my hair gt luan anot, thn pop out frm behind me bryan sir lolx....talk bout small world eh? dam gl lolx, kenna caught with 1 hand on my hair =.=

sienz, hols ending liao lerh....homework pile lks the same as 1st day of hols :P
still as sienz, but hey, at least i created a blog this hols lolx...
wanted to post music stuff but lazy find larz..gonna reformat comp soon anyways, dam screwed..my wallpaper bcome virus alert msg =.=
sad for all my songs..i nt enough memo store them all sobbs.....

oh b4 i forget,tnks m.y. for helping out with my blog :P (hey,i cant help being tootish bout html stuff >.< noob at it wat)....

Plain BoReDzzz

2008-09-03T19:24:00.000+08:00

jus wondering...why r some ppl as retarded as him?
ppl lik him exists for 2 purpose: 1, getting raped. 2, turning kids into retards

used to watch it long long ago, realsied i was getting dumer and dumber by the min. so yea....

nt tt i hav anything against him, sure, he's a anti-underwear advertisment, tts why u see his face on boxers wat lol...(hey i hav 1 too :P)
its jus tt, whn i see his face, i get the urge to punch his teeth out, seeing as he gt 2 left only, think it wont make a diff. uh...

thinking back into the past...my sis used to laugh at the show.
me? oh. i gave it the finger.

First post =)

2008-09-03T16:38:00.000+08:00

Surprised?

didnt realise i'll be so bored as to do this.

woke up in morning 9 am, log in msn, tio the photoalbum virus AGAIN! ^%&^$&$&%*$*%&

wondering if i'm dumb or jus plain retarded...

oh well, mus be i too nice le ma, ppl wan to show me their "hey! my photo editting skills improved! check this out"....yaya so morning blur blur ma, thn accept lor....

BAM, instant lockdown....comp hang msn spam all ttt shit again...
but sia la, the virus lik kenna evolution man, taskbar disabled, run button disappeared,internet kenna block...

tried to search for:msn virus removal...the virus dam smart sia, halfway loading lock me out from the webpage =.=
pissed off...cnt do shit now, ge kiang go try D.I.Y also bo use...result:

bang head on table(kinda works,at least the spongebob soft toy didnt get raped)
but well, back to my retardedness.....
do till 2pm sia...ask m.y(scared spell wrong agian =)) AVAST! okay lor....went to scan thn tio siren...scarly ppl thought my hse on fire lmao....

scan scan scan..sienz lar..so long...my junk too much i tink XD

whew,log in msn,no virus cool, i'm pure again...but wait...ctlr alt dlt disabled, run button still missing...crapp...how? bang head again lor..zz....

so back to the story, tats how this blog came about...cool eh =)

RANDOM's the theme XD